Here's a part I should explain because I haven't mentioned this before:
I dumped my last boyfriend, and no one knows this, because of any other guy. It's so stupid, but I met him once for one day and totally fell for everything about him, it made me realise I didn't like my boyfriend that much so I dumped him. I never spoke to that boy again though.
The boy, let's nickname him Harry (not his real name) is friends with Ben, kind of. So after me and Ben started going out we started talking again, but he had a girlfriend that he'd been with for ages so everything was alright and I tried to block out feelings for him, which worked. We talk occasionally on facebook and stuff now, and when I wasn't going out with Ben I let myself fancy him a bit.
So now I'm back with Ben and Harry messages me saying we haven't talked in ages, so I go on his profile to reply and see that he's been set to single. And I'm like, ohhhhh fuck.
You have to admit my timing sucks.
I don't fancy him enough to dump Ben for the 3rd time, but it's just like he's the guy it never happened with, and I'm curious, you know :P
Oh well.







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its just lust, i wouldnt dump ben :') he sounds like a great boyfriend :)
Ummm.....that happens hun. But I think you should stay with your boyfriend for now.
yoour hair is soo cute, i remember when it was blonde, you are right it has been a long time since you posted keep posting! sorry about the bed/ "Harry" situation, i hope it works out. stay with ben though, if you dump him again he may not fogive you
Your hair looks so cool! =)
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cute hair :3