Please read and give advice? vvvvv
Well I hardly ever get this feeling, the one time I do get it however, is when I'm going to be dumped. And I have no right now. There's next fact based upon this feeling but I know it's going to happen, and I really don't want him to dump me! :S
I've had this feeling all day, for no reason what so ever, and then this happened, this tiny little thing but it seems to back up what I've been thinking:
So Ben's still on study leave, so he isn't at school ever, I still have to go to school though. Today school ended at 2:15 so everyone could go home and watch the footy, which sucks for me because my bus wasn't coming until half 3. Ben knew this, I'd complained about it lots, but all his mates go to leave early as well. So I spent half an hour sat outside the news agents outside school waiting for a lift, texting people, listening to music, generally looking like a loner, which was fine. Then when I got a lift down the road from school I looked out the window and saw Ben hanging out with his mates. Okay I don't want to sound like a control freak or needy, but he's normally sweet about these kinda things. Normal Ben would have come and hung out with me if he knew I was right near where he lived. And I know this sounds like I'm making a big deal out of nothing but I just KNOW in my heart something not right with us for him and he's going to dump me.
I do realise I sound like a control freak like "OMG HE DIDN'T COME TALK TO ME" - but we NEVER get to see each other any more, so he normally grabs at the chance to see me when ever he can :S
Plus I'm just kinda worried, because thing is Ben lives in the place where most people that go to my school live, all his mates and stuff live there so they can meet up in like five seconds. I live somewhere else, so we can't meet up that often because I always have to get the car. So I guess I'm just worried he'd rather stop wasting his time with me and go out with a girl he can see often, you know?
AHHHH ILOVEHIM. :S
Crap photo not in the mood to choose a decent one.
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this same kinda thing happened with me and my ex, i had a pretty good feeling that he was going to dump me so i bugged and bugged him but he said nothing was wrong but i KNEW there was and then he broke up with me over txt the next day. if i were you i would ask him once if something was wrong and if he says no then just leave it alone for the moment because you dont want to push him away any more, good luck :)
Don't give up hope. Maybe you should talk to him about it?
I know what you mean about having a feeling that something is going to happen. But if it's wrong you'll be outwardly acting off because you feel this feeling that something bad is going to happen. Boy's can be strange creatures.
You could try to talk to him but if he isn't the kind of guy who likes talking feelings just try to act as normal as you can, and if things still feel strange, speak up and ask him how he's feeling in your relationship. Even if things aren't the same you could try and salvage something :)
I looove your photos :)
trust your gut feeling
it's normally right
im sorry it'll be okayyyyy. maybe he just needs a break for a little bit...
Maybe you should just have a break from him and say if you want to be with me then come on then but if not dont go and talk about me behind my back :)
:)
I dont think that photo was crap.
I think it was awesome! and you,
seemlike an awesome girlfriend
for not freaking out!
oh yeah i love your picture too its pretty damn awsome 8)
i felt like that, so i dumped my ex. turned out he was just worried about a school project.
i get that feeling sometimes but its doesn't mean you will get dumped cheer up :)
nice post :3
nice post :3